seperti biasa life sucks. i feel so damn tired of over eating this afternoon. thanks to amilin and ed for be there when i went to bangkok. hari ni, aku orang paling last checked out. aku rasa TA tu bengang kot sebab tunggu aku. kesian gak, tapi macam la dia baik sangat. and my response is as usual. who give a damn anyway about that? my lab reports were so doomed. the thought that i might repeat this class might become true. but i don't want to take this fucking bloody hell class anymore. what for? yeah. what for? for me, just go to hell with it. the final is just a week more. shit, i still don't prepare for it. after all these gloomy moments and days, i think i wanna let go of everything. if i have to answer this with petronas, i just do it. i don't want to create burden for me anymore. sometimes i am so confused with what happened to me. i am so lost in this material world. i am so bored and lonely. i hate when my life is troublesome. i hate writing in english. i hate myself even more.

hmmm...summer is within 2 more weeks. NYC here i come. malaysia, thank god for the second chance.